Fists Clenched, Tough Guy

Sorry I’ve been away for a long time. While I have been focusing on healing from my past scars, I’ve also been focusing on my physical health and getting tested for lupus. This next story I’m going to share with you all is about my almost kidnapping story. I guess in a way I will […]

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Mental Hospital (Trigger-Warning)

I met a girl who had the same name as me. She said I was beautiful and she wanted to be just like me. At first I thought of it (maybe) as a compliment, but I quickly realized it was a dark and twisted thought process.

Gift of a Knife (Trigger-Warning)

He said “why am I not enough to make you happy?” “My love should be enough for you.” I was suicidal and said I don’t know if I want to live. The next day he gave me a pocket knife and said to hide it from my family. They had already taken away the locks on my door and were about to move me downstairs to keep a watchful eye on me… He was texting me and said get the knife I gave you and end it. Years later, he said he was sorry.

Advantage (Trigger-Warning)

When I spoke about what happened to me by the coast, one of the people I trusted, they took note. They realized I can’t remember anything when I’m on my sleeping medicine…

Self-worth (Trigger-Warning)

First and foremost, I understand why people did not believe me when I needed the most support. I lied about where I was going that night and who I was going with, but I never lied about what happened to me.

Introduction

This blog will include all of my life defining moments (from the happiest to the darkest days I have ever had), in which have shaped the person that I am. These are the moments that, if I were to pass away tomorrow, are my life’s truths that I’d want you to know about me.